EVEN LONGER

wow so, it's been soo long, i hate to say that i forgot i had this, not like it matters though because i'm basically the only person who reads this. HUGE loser. a lots gone on, i became a god mother, my fish had lil babies &......i got my neck pierced! i kno exciting life, no need to be jealous. oh & i found this quote that i love. i don't like practice buddhism or anything, i guess i do a little without meaning to do so, anywhoo.

i have yet to express my obsession for SOA, (sons of anarchy for those who aren't aware.) like i've "loved" shows before, but this one takes the cake, i went thru a LOST phase, & don't get me wrong i still love the show, but then i was missing crucial episodes & then i lost the channel it was on yatta yatta. then i became so...lost that i don't even know whats going on really, i'll catch up i assume sometime... anyways back to SOA. i can't miss an episode. i even watch them over & over throughout the week, then when the new episodes on i have to shut off my phone, lock my doors & focus. is that unhealthy? LOL like the obsession started before the show even aired, i'd see the previews & i had already had the show reminder on my phone, cRaZy mEh. oh & look what i found.

ok i'm done being a creep. LATER DAYS ♥

LONG TIME

sorry i haven't been keepin up w| my MANY followers. bahaa, just thought i'd express my love for daisy.

BACCCK

yeah been gone a whileeeee. was wicked sick. then back & forth to mam's & dad's. buhhh. too tired for this today. i'm beat. later days <3

50 bucks richer.

ahhhh. today; in the process of switching rooms w| my popsss. so i was cleaning this one out... realized some battery acid leaked onto the desk. threw out the old batteries, sprayed some cleaner on the white junk.. let it sit..........................go to scrape it up & POW right in my eyes. felt great.......i wanna gauge my eyes out by this point. do the whole run to the sink & rinse my entire face under freezing faucet water.... dry off go back in the room continue cleaning. find an old dusty SIMS case. open to find my hidden stash of 50 bucks... which i hid years ago. that's life hahaa

Trypanophobia

so i have to switch to a new doctor b|c my doctor left. part of that process is; the doctor wants my blood work b|c i'm a new patient. SO I REFUSED TO GO. i have been having the abs. WORST headaches, & dizzy spells & i need a doctor, but this asshole is complicating my life. i kno there are people out there who have sickness' and need needles 24/7 but no one bothers asking me why i'm afraid of them. I WAS A SICK AS A KID. so i kno the deal i'm not just a princess who hates needles.

i had alot of medical problems as child. i spent majority of my childhood living in the hospital, with needles constantly pokin & prying at me. tattoos & peircings DO bother me but they aren't poking into my veins ya digg? so those are easier for me to deal w| those were pieces of cakeee.

"Belonephobia can cause significant problems. Individuals frequently complain of the full range of emotional and physical problems typical of a SP, as well as a feeling of "impending doom." Persons afflicted with belonephobia may also go to great lengths to avoid needle-sticks, such as delaying or skipping necessary blood tests, immunizations, dental work, and even life-saving minor procedures such as skin biopsies."
-story of my life HAHAAAA.

(Trypanophobia & Belonephobia are almost one in the same, trypan. is MEDICAL needles only)

i'm gonna go lay in the sun. LATER DAYS. ♥

ahh i'm back

so i'm back. & the party was straight. too many creeps tho. i hate guys forreaal. zoo today too. loved it.

i'm unbelievably tired, later days. ;0|

broken hearts are for assholes.

so it's finally in the 80's & i'm inside; writing a blog. can't wait for summer. sooo done w| the cold weather. bostons beautiful, i love the changing weather & all but.. fuck this shit. i wish it was warmer for more then like 2 months out of the year, speaking of boston, i wanna go into the city, walk around enjoy life while it's warm. just not tonight, house party tonight.

the boys are playing. funny story, my friends were raving about this house party gig they had coming up & it ended up being my best friends brothers house party. cool shitt, at least i thought so. i'll come back tonight to talk about my night. not like anyone's reading this ;]

woke up today;

realized i really need to figure out what i'm going to do with myself. i have 1,000 hours to be a cosmetologist, but i have ZERO confidence in the trade, so maybe going back to school will give me a kick in the ass? who knows.

i KNOW i'm good. so why waste the talent? i'm sick at doing makeup tho & i like that more than anything so maybe that's my path ;] that and hair color. but cutting/perms all that junk i hate doing; that's my problem.

idk maybe i'll be one of those crazy PETA people the rest of my life, it's another one of my passions. i think it's b|c i love animals way more than people. i always wanted to work for them; save the animals. i pretty much do that on my own too. all my animals i rescued, one way or another. i don't eat meat. AT ALL. when i see old ladies w| fur coats i'm the obnoxious friend in the group who will be first to ask her how many bunnies they had to kill to keep her warm. like me or LOVE me; i hate when people litter. i refuse to. i'm not a tree hugger all that much, i just hate lazy people.

i'd love to stay & tell you more about myself but i have things to do, later days ♥

hmm. the beginning<3

soo, decided to make one of these b|c one of my favorite hobbies is WRITING. no more diary space so i was like hey , why not? ..my grammar won't always be perfect & i may not say things you'll like but it's my blog for a reason ;0)

& soo i was watching tv; happened to realize i want to go back to disney world. i'm almost 19 years old & it still has my heart <3