i wish i could own a zoo.

IS THIS NOT THE CUTEST THING? seriously, i'm in love with this little guy. i want one of my own. but i have no space. but enough turtle talk. it's disgusting how many animals i would have if it was allowed. i recently acquired a new little buddy, a little blue parakeet- or a rather large parakeet. he's half famous. he was running loose in neighboring cities, flying with a flock of sparrows. he was all over craigslist for being spotted as a "LARGE BUDGIE".. to me he's a peanut. but when i got him he was wild. (someone caught him and brought him to my cousins pet store) so he was free to any takers if no one claimed him. but i can tell he's fairly older, god knows how long he's been in the wild. he bit & created a frenzy when anyone would put their hand anywhere NEAR the cage. a few days with me- & he's in love. i can't even talk on the phone or watch TV without him yelling at me. he loves my attention. for an older wild bird he seems to really be taking to the spoiled life. & i must admit i'm pretty attached to the little guy. ok enough rambling. i need to go find something productive to get into!

LATER DAYS <3

EVEN LONGER

wow so, it's been soo long, i hate to say that i forgot i had this, not like it matters though because i'm basically the only person who reads this. HUGE loser. a lots gone on, i became a god mother, my fish had lil babies &......i got my neck pierced! i kno exciting life, no need to be jealous. oh & i found this quote that i love. i don't like practice buddhism or anything, i guess i do a little without meaning to do so, anywhoo.

i have yet to express my obsession for SOA, (sons of anarchy for those who aren't aware.) like i've "loved" shows before, but this one takes the cake, i went thru a LOST phase, & don't get me wrong i still love the show, but then i was missing crucial episodes & then i lost the channel it was on yatta yatta. then i became so...lost that i don't even know whats going on really, i'll catch up i assume sometime... anyways back to SOA. i can't miss an episode. i even watch them over & over throughout the week, then when the new episodes on i have to shut off my phone, lock my doors & focus. is that unhealthy? LOL like the obsession started before the show even aired, i'd see the previews & i had already had the show reminder on my phone, cRaZy mEh. oh & look what i found.

ok i'm done being a creep. LATER DAYS ♥

LONG TIME

sorry i haven't been keepin up w| my MANY followers. bahaa, just thought i'd express my love for daisy.

BACCCK

yeah been gone a whileeeee. was wicked sick. then back & forth to mam's & dad's. buhhh. too tired for this today. i'm beat. later days <3

50 bucks richer.

ahhhh. today; in the process of switching rooms w| my popsss. so i was cleaning this one out... realized some battery acid leaked onto the desk. threw out the old batteries, sprayed some cleaner on the white junk.. let it sit..........................go to scrape it up & POW right in my eyes. felt great.......i wanna gauge my eyes out by this point. do the whole run to the sink & rinse my entire face under freezing faucet water.... dry off go back in the room continue cleaning. find an old dusty SIMS case. open to find my hidden stash of 50 bucks... which i hid years ago. that's life hahaa

Trypanophobia

so i have to switch to a new doctor b|c my doctor left. part of that process is; the doctor wants my blood work b|c i'm a new patient. SO I REFUSED TO GO. i have been having the abs. WORST headaches, & dizzy spells & i need a doctor, but this asshole is complicating my life. i kno there are people out there who have sickness' and need needles 24/7 but no one bothers asking me why i'm afraid of them. I WAS A SICK AS A KID. so i kno the deal i'm not just a princess who hates needles.

i had alot of medical problems as child. i spent majority of my childhood living in the hospital, with needles constantly pokin & prying at me. tattoos & peircings DO bother me but they aren't poking into my veins ya digg? so those are easier for me to deal w| those were pieces of cakeee.

"Belonephobia can cause significant problems. Individuals frequently complain of the full range of emotional and physical problems typical of a SP, as well as a feeling of "impending doom." Persons afflicted with belonephobia may also go to great lengths to avoid needle-sticks, such as delaying or skipping necessary blood tests, immunizations, dental work, and even life-saving minor procedures such as skin biopsies."
-story of my life HAHAAAA.

(Trypanophobia & Belonephobia are almost one in the same, trypan. is MEDICAL needles only)

i'm gonna go lay in the sun. LATER DAYS. ♥

ahh i'm back

so i'm back. & the party was straight. too many creeps tho. i hate guys forreaal. zoo today too. loved it.

i'm unbelievably tired, later days. ;0|